Wednesday, March 23, 2005, 10:33 PM
its so shitty! argh~! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im venting all my frustration here! i just cant believe it!
shouldnt i be happy? i got posted back to sa....
isnt that wat i have been dreaming of...
of coming back to sajc..
shouldnt i be glad that i return to the homely place where i call school?!
why am i kinda sad?
why why why why?!?!?! can anybody answer me...
i dun understand.
maybe cos i was too confident that i will get into hc??
when i know that im posted back to sa. i just burst out crying!! i couldnt help holding back my tears. it just gush out!! i seriously felt lost! really!! i was utterly disappointed! =(
AND ALL my close friends frm ny aint back there. i dun see all the familiar faces that i want to see. i miss you guys!! rushan. weiwei. tanxuan. heidi. my closer friends!! i just feel weird not seeing them around. the rest of the ny girls that are in sa now. i dun even know them at all!!! =/// i only have my og and cg friends. i haven made any new friends yet!! i dunno any new ppl from my og too! so saddening. i think the new comers feel left out..outcasted.. but we cant help it larhs. =/
